Monday, October 11, 2010

He loves me

I think I am in love with idea of being in love sometimes and others I feel like sand being moved by the ocean. Then he talks to me and the sounds either makes me smile or wonder why is he talking with me.

I know why I am questioning all of this, I just don't understand why now. We are married and sometimes I am worried about how all of this will last. Did we really make a commitment to each other or an idea of playing with marriage?

Perhaps it is just me, for when I reach into the well I see the water, yet is a ways down to it.
An I am very, very thirsty.

Monday, June 14, 2010

All the kings men

So it is summer 2010 and here we are again. Much has changed on how our relationship works, mostly that we still love each other and that I can trust him. Though in a month he will be in Korea, yep that is a long way to apart.