I think I am in love with idea of being in love sometimes and others I feel like sand being moved by the ocean. Then he talks to me and the sounds either makes me smile or wonder why is he talking with me.
I know why I am questioning all of this, I just don't understand why now. We are married and sometimes I am worried about how all of this will last. Did we really make a commitment to each other or an idea of playing with marriage?
Perhaps it is just me, for when I reach into the well I see the water, yet is a ways down to it.
An I am very, very thirsty.
